What i want to write is impossible 

because I want to die

What I want to to write

is that I want to die

I cant write that without 20 people trying to tell me that life is worth living.

I am sick of hearing that life is worth living.

I have tried living and I have nothing to live for.

There is no hobby,

There are no people,

There is no work worth doing,

I am without choices and options

I am tired of trying to live

I want to try and die

And not be judged

And on my blog I know that no one with give a shit.