You know what I am going to keep typing until I am satisfied with it. No backspacing nothing. I am bored I need a new duck one thats soft and feathery. I am tired of my work. Pays the bills, surr, satisfaction and stories to tell, not so much, I need a new challenge. I sometimes want to sell all I have and go to the coast and get a job on a boat and see the world, I want to know that there is more than the four foot cube that I placed myself in. I want to know the world and know that I will be disappointed. I want not to be judged for the flaws that I have. I want to be accepted. I am tired of hearing how others better themselves and ignore when others ask for help. I am tired of fighting for a dollar only to be undercut by a government and church that sees me as another statictic. There is nothing as depressing to me as a person that sees them as nothing more as a step to get up on. I am tired of all this. There is nothing left in this world that is left

I need a new job