Words not spoken hurt me the most

Why the F do you think I wanted to hangout last night?

I am sorry I have a job with a fluid schedule that changes weekly.

You know what, FUCK YOU!

I am tired of being adaptable at work. 

I just want a job without having to have the necessary requirements for work but knowing full well that I can do the work.

I wish I didn’t feel disloyalty for quitting a job.

I am really tempted to say it just because

When I needed another outlet for spiritual release, you guys in the church, snuffed me

When I needed help of many varieties, you guys ignored me

When you say you represent God and Jesus you continue to hold your heads high and look down your nose at me

It’s no wonder why people are leaving the church, when I see snobs like you

If a friend sends you and obvious invitation to hangout and just be, and you snub him, what the fuck do you think is going to happen

If I had a gun I would have shot myself by now

Why do you think my body has scars all over it: I get enjoyment from picking scabs. It feels so good to let the blood flow

I am tired of being ignored

I am tired of not being needed

I am tired