I fear nothing.
That is a statement that I confidently can say,
I came to the city,
A few months ago,
I came to seek a life,
I came to find some smiles,
I came to spread some joy,
Little did I know what lay in store for me.
Though I thought I was funny,
Nobody laughs,
I thought that I was innocence,
But I am a scapegoat,
I was naive,
Now I know too much.
Why me?
What did I do to deserve this?
I took a job from the unsavory sort,
No one else would hire,
For the quick funds I needed,
A baby is on the way.
My wife was shot,
She dies in the hospital,
I no longer need the money,
I cannot get out of the job with my life,
It is ok,
I don’t want to live beyond it anyway.
We are robbing a chemical factory,
Cash bonds worth millions,
I was supposed to act,
As the mastermind,
We cross the catwalks to the office,
The gas was intoxicating.
The shadow appears in front of me,
The mask that I wear,
Makes it hard to see what it is exactly,
The two that I am with,
Start fighting the shadowy figure,
One knocks into me,
I fall off the catwalk.
I feel the warm liquid,
It’s suffocating,
I search for air,
I try and undo the mask,
I sink to the bottom of the vat,
I feel the sucking of the drain.
I awaken,
I don’t know where I am,
I don’t know how many days I have been asleep,
I throw up,
The green ooze that comes out is disgusting,
I begin to laugh,
It is joy at being alive.
My smile is big,
I grin like an idiot,
I feel my face,
It is numb,
I am in the dark,
And I am laughing,
And it echoes in the dark.
I fear nothing.

